How I think, and behave is not like you! I push myself to learn as much as I can on my own, and I also have a college education. I don't think it would bring you any justice if you end up wanting to work with computers. I believe you don't have the right type of personality, and you are wasting your time trying to get a career in working with computers.
What can you do with a degree in computer science?
Common computer science careers include:
IT consultant.
Cyber security consultant.
Information systems manager.
Database administrator.
Systems analyst.
Games developer.
Technical writer.
What do you study in computer science?
"Principal areas of study within Computer Science include artificial intelligence, computer systems and networks, security, database systems, human computer interaction, vision and graphics, numerical analysis, programming languages, software engineering, bioinformatics and theory of computing."