why is school hard for me?

Question

I hate school. I am in 10th grade and this my first year in my new school. Most of the friends I have made are in 11th grade, and I only get to see them during math class. The old friends I use to be friends with abandoned me. I guess in school I feel lonely. I am a very quite and shy person, so its hard for me to approach people. Whats worse is that I always have the worst grades. I feel so stupid. I suck at math, I suck at English, I suck at science. I feel so so stupid. I hate it! I want to be smart so bad but I am so behind in all subjects. I do have one talent since I was in kindergarten which is art, but just doing art won't get me to collage. I am so worried that I will be so stupid that I will fail all subjects. To be honest I wish I were never born, but not die. I tell my mom these problems but she never helps.(even if she wants to) I get so stress about this that it makes it hard for me to sleep. So I get very little rest. I just feel stupid, lonely, and scared. I want to become the worlds most famous artist that has always will be my dream. It will go with me to the grave.When I sleep sometimes I get nightmares of school. Then I wake up, then fall asleep. Then the same pattern happens again over and over again in one night. I also tend to get cold sweat when I wake up. Could anyone share some words of wisdom. I know I will be very happy even if its a joke! :')

Answer 1

THIS MIGHT BE A LONG ANSWER BUT JUST READ IT I WENT THROUGHT THE SAME THING YOU DID





.......im 19 i want to join the army and long term i want to be a recording artist ..problem is im 320 pounds and i got my ged ive only passed 2 classes in my whole life i didnt know **** i only knew basic math add subtract i didnt know adj verbs nothing

but now i lost 26 pounds in one week i exercise everyday and i study at least one hour a day ive been teaching my self math which im already into algebra im teaching myself vocabs all this so i can go to the army



bro i know you can get better grades i know it sounds wack but you should in your time time study if you have questions google it youtube it thats what i did. i didnt know fractions and i typed in youtube 'HOW TO DO FRACTIONS" i wish i would of stayed in school i felt like you before i felt dumb i had no talent i couldnt contrate long enough to learn anything in school and eveyday i was like " god whats my purpose on this earth" i want to die. and as far as music goes i cant sing or play a instrument so i took up guitar lessons and im learning to play the piano and after that im going to take singing lessons. dude if you want to be good at something practice. just cus it seems hard it doesnt mean it isnt for you i thought guitar wasnt for me but now i love it same thing with math









and as far as friend dont worry you seem like a bright kid i believe you make some dont be like me i did anything to get friends because my parent moved from virginia beach to somewhere else so i fell into the wrong crowd and now after getting expelled charges on me and getting into gang fights now i have no education and no friends. im alone i dont hang out with anyone to cure lonliness i write music i read books i play guitar. thats what you should do draw draw draaw. friends are food to fill the bellys of the social part of our minds friends arnt going to get you better in school or make you a better artist



ONLY YOU WILL GET YOU THEIR.....I BELIVE IN YOU GOOD LUCK :

Answer 2

School, unfortunately, has that effect on people. And it is really bad that you have nightmares about it! : ( And you are not the only one who had struggled throughout school academically and socially! Also, you have those idiots that will always try to make you feel dumb and the teacher who isn't willing to help you out whatsoever. But since art is your thing, and you can go to college to become a artist,you are the person who has that hidden talent that no one knows of and that could be your calling. : ) 10th grade year is stupid believe me academically but once the year is over you should really take the time to hang out with your junior friends, meditate, sleep, eat healthy, exercise, and try to get enough sleep. Trust me, you are here on Earth for a reason.

Answer 3

A teacher of mine once told me after I had been suspended many times from not doing so well in a certain school... she said " school is not for everyone " if you think about this rather than reading it over once and just thumbing me down and you might see that she might be right..



Do what makes you happy.

For myself, I see that a E or a c - will not cover up true,heartfelt talent.



Of course I am not implying that anyone dropout.

Give it your all, and in the end be happy with what you made OR

think about when all is said and done, will you be happy with what you made?

Your future can be anything, anything in the world... life is a challenge and much more rugged and tough than homework or tests... just do it.. getter done and smile ... youll miss it someday.

I promise.

Answer 4

What you must do is go down to your local history museum and ask for a man named Jim the animal molester he will give you a rotting an recently raped beaver carcass and inside the beaver carcass rectum will be a map to the bar in cuba where man named Juan Carlos will be rubbing his nipples with two freshly killed gorillas he will give you your tools a paper clip a green string the hair of a black cat and an eggshell these will all be needed for your journey....and that's how baby's are made

Answer 5

First off the thing you need to do is take a long quest to the far mountains of retardation. Once there you need to collect your missing chromosomes. leave then and go to the armordillo valley where they all meet to eat meat, goblin meat that is. You must become one of them, following them and learning the ways of the dillo. Protect them from the pink jackel and you will gain their trust. Then you are welcome among them. Hopefully in the near future after that you wake up to everything dead. Everyones dead, everyones dead, everyones dead now you are the KING. once king you will have to transform all the blueberry bushes into minions of mass chaos where they actually do nothing but make pancakes and throw them at rainbows. Hope this helps.

Answer 6

Truth is, if it's your dream, you can do it. It just can't be winning the lottery cause it's 1 in a billion chance.

You can do whatever, you just got to put full effort and faith into it, and you'll get there. Dont give up on the challenge, be willing to work through the challenges. Dont just dream, make it happen. Live it. Good Luck!

Answer 7

Hi my all schooling happens in this mode.. look u just try to be cool, don't think too much.. concentrate on your study art play home and your friends, and one thing very important for u, be yourself.. no need to change yourself, and believe me very soon u gain what u want. don't worry and god bless...

Answer 8

Nothing positive about, you, your school or your friends. What do you expect with such a bleak outlook on your schooling? You think yourself into hardship.

Peace.



Note: Thoughts are self fulfilling.

Answer 9

Doing art actually WILL get you to collage...

Answer 10

Lol